And I am terrified. I’m talking shit your pants, call your mom crying terrified.
It hit me as I was googling the term “Do the Academy Awards have PAs” and I stumbled upon this blog. I dig what this guy says and how he says it. He’s real, straight forward and well, he’s pretty disheartening. Ha!
I can’t believe someone like myself is trying to “make it” in showbiz, but I can think of nothing else I want to be involved in. Nothing. Uhhhh.
I’m freaking myself out right. A friend of mine (we’ve just recently become friends) who I admire a GREAT deal told me she cried when she first got out here. I think that’s what I need. A good, sloppy cry. I’m trying to keep the faith, but it’s hard when you’re so hard on yourself.
OK - I’m going to stop the pity party. SAVE ME JEEBUS.
I need one of these